Day 1056. It was a typical morning with the kids up early and bringing me squeezies to open them for them to drink, but I would not open the third squeezies they brought me. I finally crawled out of bed to make breakfast, and we went downstairs after. We read a Bible story together, I gave them paper and crayons to draw, and went upstairs to work.

Day 1055. It was a typical morning with Emmy being up early, but then I heard a loud thump and he started crying. I jumped out of bed and saw Tammy in Sammy's bed and Emmy on the floor. He had tried to climb into Sammy's bed and had fallen.

Day 1054. Once again they were up way too early, just after 6 am, and nothing I said made any difference. I stayed in bed as long as I could, not able to get any more sleep, and forced myself up just before 8:30. It was so late after breakfast and cleaning them up and dressing them that I did not go downstairs with them.