Day 810. Last night I went to bed just after midnight. But it was another restless night. I had no choice but to let Emmy join us in bed, and then the girl came as well. So I was like a sardine between them, with them lying on my arms that were going numb.

Day 809. Last night was tough. I headed to bed at 12:20, but Emmy came right away and simply would not lie down in his bed, but kept coming to our bed, standing next to me. By 1 am or so I'd had enough and let him climb into bed with us, even though I was not excited about it.

Day 808. Last night I went to bed after 11:15 pm. Both Emmy and Tammy joined us in bed at some point, and it was really tight with both of them. Going to the bathroom means waking them up, and when I return, I have a hard time squeezing back in.