Day 758. Last night I was so exhausted I went to bed at 11:15 pm. Emmy had been really restless again. I told Randy I'd like for them to sleep in their beds until at least 5 am, and that we should take them back there, when they come before then. Well, I don't know what time it is in the middle of the night.

Day 757. Last night was really tough. When I fell into bed at midnight, Emmy woke up once again, and nothing we did could console him and keep him in his bed. I was so very exhausted and kept trying, but every time I walked away, he started crying for me again. Randy offered to take my place, but he wanted Mommy.

Day 756. I went to bed at midnight last night, after Emmy had been restless all evening needing comforting. I don't know what time it was, when Emmy joined us in bed, I just know that it kept me from sleeping well, as he wakes up a lot. And then Tammy came too, and our bed is really too small for that.