Day 757. Last night was really tough. When I fell into bed at midnight, Emmy woke up once again, and nothing we did could console him and keep him in his bed. I was so very exhausted and kept trying, but every time I walked away, he started crying for me again. Randy offered to take my place, but he wanted Mommy.

Day 756. I went to bed at midnight last night, after Emmy had been restless all evening needing comforting. I don't know what time it was, when Emmy joined us in bed, I just know that it kept me from sleeping well, as he wakes up a lot. And then Tammy came too, and our bed is really too small for that.

Day 755. Last night it was 1:15, when I went to bed. And it was another busy night with kids coming. By 6:30 they were up for good, and at 7 am we got up for breakfast. After breakfast I went downstairs with them, turned worship music on, and then they wanted to look at the two new books Grandma had given them.