Day 681. Last night it was once again 1:30, and the tiredness is really getting to me. This morning I heard Emmy once again and was concerned he was trying to climb out of his bed again, so I got up early, at 7:15, and went into their room. Emmy was already in Tammy's bed and about to climb out to the ground.

Day 680. Last night it was once again 1:30, when I went to bed. In the morning we always hear them for a while, but try to stay in bed until 8 am. Only when they cry really hard do I get up. This morning it was Emmy who was fussing, and I was debating within myself whether I needed to get up or not. And then there was a big thump and

Day 679. Last night I went to bed at 12:30 am, so tired I could not do anything. Thankfully I'm not that tired tonight. While I can always hear the kids pretty early already, we try not to get up before 8 am. This morning it was Sammy I heard the most, and his crying got incorporated into a dream, or rather a nightmare.