Last night I was heading to bed just before 3 am, and my alarm got me up as always at 8:50, and we fed them at 9 am, then put them to bed. The boys slept in their beds, and Tammy on me. After Emmy woke up at the typical half-hour mark, Randy was not able to rock him back to sleep.

Today is their biological first birthday. Happy Birthday! We celebrated with a (Christmas) photoshoot, and this time we'll have great pictures!

Last night I succeeded in going to bed earlier, at 1:30 am, thank God. It was definitely easier to go through the day today.

It's 10 pm, and I've been so tired all day that I'm determined to go to bed earlier tonight. For the second night in a row I went to bed really late last night. I was in such a flow with office work that I did not want to stop. At 3:45 I was heading to bed; and then it took me an hour to actually fall asleep. Sigh.