Day 1886. It was another rough night of pain for me, while Tammy was sick and had a fever and was restless next to me. Emmy took his time to come which was good. Randy left with Emmy and Sammy to take them to their kindergartens, while Tammy stayed in bed with me, watching videos. Eventually she fell asleep and slept for a while. I got up and sat down at the desk, as I had a 11:30 am student scheduled.

Day 1885. They had told me at the hospital last night to be prepared to have to stay today.  And so it's with that awareness that I got ready to leave the house and said good-bye to the kids. We all left the house together just before 8:30 am and walked to the subway, but then we parted ways, as I had to pick up my prescription from the pharmacy before getting on the subway.

Day 1884. This day turned out very differently from what I had expected! Because Sammy was still not feeling well, he was staying home today and was with me in bed, watching videos of himself and his siblings, when they were little. He was crying hard, when Daddy left with his siblings, as he wanted Daddy, but I was able to distract him and get him happy again.