Day 759. Thank God last night was finally much better; it had been quite a while since I had a few hours in bed without kids keeping me up. I fell into bed at 11:20 pm. Emmy came to me twice, and I put him back to bed twice, and that was it.

Day 758. Last night I was so exhausted I went to bed at 11:15 pm. Emmy had been really restless again. I told Randy I'd like for them to sleep in their beds until at least 5 am, and that we should take them back there, when they come before then. Well, I don't know what time it is in the middle of the night.

Day 757. Last night was really tough. When I fell into bed at midnight, Emmy woke up once again, and nothing we did could console him and keep him in his bed. I was so very exhausted and kept trying, but every time I walked away, he started crying for me again. Randy offered to take my place, but he wanted Mommy.